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Sunday, November 18, 2012

A Dead Man's Book of Journey Part IX : What Was First Love Like



so what was it like?
you asked
I recalled a memory years old
back in the day where everything feels young
the air was full of spirit
the day was full of sunlight
and the night was full of you and me

aah, the starry nights
those cloudy skies
and our starlight love

just what we were thinking about
just when we were left alone
just when the lights are off
just when our love alone lights the moments on

she was clinging to me..
telling lies of how much she loves me..
like a dumb fish I ate her dumb bait
saying "forever shall we be"

she asked me to hold her tight
I did..
she asked me to touch her, light
I did..
just no matter of how young we were
when it comes to a kiss
I can't help but knowing it's too late

yeah.. for moments and moments
love was like a poison
deadly.. for we were handling it without care
love was a lot like cocaine
addictive.. for each day we were seeking of nothing but more

we sailed to orion
a place no one dare to step on
we dove to neptune's throne
a place no one could reach before

no one young like us
no one young like the two of us

we were cursed to love each other
like we were cursed to leave each other

you keep loving people the way you loved me
but I can't love anyone else the way I loved you
cuz my love was only for you
and I just want my only mistake was just with you

now you are singing lullaby each night
for a kid with her scary dad..
still you love him the way you loved me
and still I can't love anyone else the way I loved you

when you are looking into my eyes
you say : thank you for everything
no, my once-so-dear..
fuck you for everything..